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About Me Member Emotional Poet lanoviadelcadaver18/Female/Malaysia Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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I was only gone for a month?

Tue Nov 17, 2009, 1:44 AM
  • Mood: Neutral
Just when I thought I was absent for aeons, you know, the usual sun-and-moon cliche. Anyway, before I go on, I would like to express my condolences to our Dean of Studies' passing. It came as a shock, and it really did struck me. Though I've only seen you a couple of times, rest in peace.

I could feel the beginnings of a poem at my fingertips; it's no doubt that sadness and sorrow inspires me now-apart from Emily of course. You will always be credited as my muse, don't you deny it! (:

We finally got back our Character Design works today. I must have bugged Darren to the brink of irritation. But I was pleased to see it again. Because I'd forgotten how my work looks like. I was pleasantly surprised by the marks. Satisfied. For the first time in weeks, I'm actually pleased with what I've done.

My mum asked me about portfolio stuff, and when I said that I don't think I've much work that can be used, she stated that I was majoring in something that I wasn't good at. Well, it is true. The thing that I'm good at, is out of reach. Yes, I'm not fantastic in what I'm majoring. Recent assignments certainly proved that, among other things. When she said that, I actually panicked, and rushed upstairs to root through the stash of assignments tucked away to see if I've anything that is worth showing at all. I do have some, albeit very little.

Well, life's hard, right?

Lately I've begun wondering if I'll even get hired at all. It's not a far stretch from graduation, anyway. And being the usual fidgety me, the cogs in my head rotate in all directions imaginable. Okay, take a deep breath. But I can't help but feel disappointed in myself. Somewhere along the way I seem to have dropped my map. In a way of speech. And I'm on DA with not a single piece of artwork in my gallery. I'm not posting because... well, I'm just hoping to produce something that's good enough to be shown here I suppose.

If only I hadn't given up on drawing when I was young, huh. Should I experience a prophecy-like dream, I'd totally hold on.

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I like to read a lot, and I suppose it's the one thing that I will ever overindulge myself on. Funny how I enjoy to write just as I enjoy art. It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Malaysia.
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium, because small makes me look skinny
  • Interests: Reading, Writing, Drawing....gee i sound boring.
  • Favourite movie: The Reader
  • Favourite band or musician: Rie Fu, A Fine Frenzy, Sarah Brightman
  • Favourite genre of music: Soundtracks, Folk, Indie, Classical
  • Favourite artist: Tony DiTerlizzi, Audrey Kawasaki, Amy Sol, Aya Kato
  • Favourite poet or writer: Tony DiTerlizzi, Holly Black, Kathy Reichs
  • Operating System: Macintosh
  • MP3 player of choice: iTunes
  • Wallpaper of choice: Some drop-dead-to-die-for scenery
  • Skin of choice: ?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Haku (Spirited Away)
  • Tools of the Trade: pen, paper, my brain.

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:iconazuresol:
You :+fav: my work, and therefore I am grateful!!!
:iconlanoviadelcadaver:
Haha, no problem. (: The icons are so adorable!

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:iconlord-kevinz:
thank you for the fave

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"Je ne suis pas d’accord avec ce que vous dites, mais je me
battrai jusqu’? la mort pour que vous ayez le droit de le dire"
:iconlanoviadelcadaver:
Erm. D<

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:iconlanoviadelcadaver:
OMG NO. D: NOT FUNNY.

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If your world doesn't allow you to dream, move to one where you can.
:iconlanoviadelcadaver:
It's freaky. o_o Why do you keep sending me freaky images? Haha, kidding. But it's still scary.

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